Sleepiness

Had chalet for the past 3 days, during which we bike, played, partied and had the most fun this year. Well done class. Even though we had to literally help clean the entire chalet due to the whipped cream, we managed to do it together, as well as to have fun at the same time. It will indeed be in my memories until I die or go senile.

There has been many things that I've been pondering these 3 days, whenever I'm alone. I'm not emoed k. Haha. But I just like to go to the beach and let the wind blow unto my face. Smell the fresh air and lie on the rock.

hmm. I'm kinda drowsy right now, so whatever I say that don't make sense, don't bother reading it.

(what I'm thinking these few days)
It feels like the old days, things are happening again. I'm optimistic, yet afraid at the same time. Why does this feels like a combination of the previous 2 times?

I rarely feel so strongly about someone. True, it may not be the person, but it may just be. If I keep quiet like I always do, will I lose out again?

The times when you draw close
I could feel your breath
your touch was soft and warmth
your smile radiates through the atmosphere
how can I stop falling
how can I live without you?

It's sad to see you go
Knowing I can't be beside you
to leave
and to know that I will miss you
to sleep
when I don't know where you'll go

Now that you'll be gone for awhile
my heart seems to miss a few beats at some times
whenever I think about you
when I see you
I'm afraid to move
wanted very much to tell you
how much I want to be with you

and when I'm tired and weary
the sound of your voice perks me up
you lift me out of my stupor
and I can be glad once again
you're the angel that awakes me
each morning with the freshest dew

I feel like I've got nothing to lose
when I'm beside you
got nothing to hide
if I'm going to be with you
but if you're afraid of me
I'll probably have to let you go

I hope that when you're back
you'll still feel the same
maybe then
when everything's a little different
we can get together
and share a life with one another

Go where your heart brings you to, but come back in one piece and the same heart.

I'll love and miss you too.