All I need

Hmm. What to say.

Got my gigantic oranje pen today. Quite fun to play with. Used it to smack a couple of legs and heads. Arik got a blue one, Eug a pink one. And Wen Shen should go get the purple one. fool around a bit in class today. Had a little fun.

Played bball with nicholas, chuan chang and yee siang after school. Don kinda ran away from playing while thuat tried it for awhile. Afterwards we went to century to find the rest where they were playing billard.

hmm. I'm sitting here and brooding. Why am I still feeling this way?

I tried to forget
but each time
the painful flashbacks
keep haunting me
the silence echoing in the darkness

it's still the same
everytime I reach the junction
I'll still scan it for you
hoping that somehow I can spot you
even if it means seeing you
from somewhere afar

sometimes I wonder
why is it I'm left hanging all the time
could it be this or that
but in the end
I still don't know a thing

it appears that
I can never forget
no matter how hard I try
the feelings I had
and the times we shared

I'm missing you madly
the heart aches
the mind hurts
through the control I got to have
by all the restrainment in place

sometimes I feel so weak
so afraid
I daren't make any move
wishing that somehow you'll appear
and rescue me
only to be disappointed
because of my own foolishness.

I wana shout wtheck
walk out of this world
call it quits
but I can't
not when there is still a hope
which I say
I'm hoping against hope.