Soldier

A soldier does not cry
He weeps in his heart
A soldier is not sad openly
He is griefed inside
A arrow may get him
But it's the heart that hurts most

He fights in a battle ground
no one knows much about
He draws criticism from all around
but held unto his ground
He bravely face the enemy
keeping them away from those who know nothing

A soldier's gotta leave his family
his friends, loved ones, home and land
knowing he would be scorned
but holding onto the hope
he kept his faith and finished the race
and know a hundredfold has been added

Such is the soldier of Christ.



Learnt quite a lot this past weeks. Drawing strongly from this verse Mark 10:29-30. Didn't really get to celebrate my mum's birthday today as I arrived home just as they cut the cake. Overall, the revival conference was awesome. First time BVing, was nervous, but this made me look to God, because I've stage fright, He doesn't. I'm weak, He's strong. So I guess the Lord preserve me till the end where we had the laying of hands on all CGLs and helpers. It was a joy to serve on the stage. Could see all the people enjoying themselves during praise and worship.

I wanted to talk to my mum and tell her more, as to why I would come back late when I could have said we are celebrating my mother's birthday and thus, I can't go for the meeting. I think she will understand, but even if not, it will not change my mind, my affections has been set upon the Lord.

Was a little high this few days, must be all the egg omelette, so kinda like piss some people off. Anyways, it's enough of doing all the work for people, they gotta learn what to do and not rely on their team mates to do everything for them. Also, there are people who have handphone that somehow rings but they dun wana pick up and the like. Makes collecting of data difficult, but well, every stumbling block can be turned into a lesson and a stepping stone. Life is worth living, for God.