silence

silence.

I find you in silence, within the roaring mist of the thunder.

A talk, when was the last time we had that.

You were there, just beyond touch, but I never reached out for You, afraid that my unworthiness will stop short, drawing myself into consequences I would never dare to imagine. Or was it fear that kept me away from You. The light, it scares me, yet draws me ever closer like a fly to the light on a rainy day. Will I be zapped again by my folly?

I know You are always here. But it's a connection that seems to have been lost. Can I find it back? Will I dare find it back?

Knowledge, the power, out of grasp.

Knowing what to do and not doing it is my prerogative, and my downfall.
Where is the courage I must get to act.

Complacency keeps me from coming over, back to where I belong. How long will I stay here?

I forgot what You said, but I know when the time comes to remember, I will.


- God of my forever

"God of my youth I remember, Your call on my life took me o'er"