save me

'I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster'

it feels like that time all over again
wanting to see you yet afraid to
walking around and trying to bump into you
sitting in buses and hoping I'd somehow meet you
tossing and turning in bed with the tear-soak pillow
going on my knees to pray for a miracle
feeling lost where ever I go
frustrated yet unable to vent

I'm not a gentleman,
I'm not a person whom many will like
I'm not a person of good reputation
but my heart is true.

my heart aches so much more than I ever knew
please save me.