I didn't know....

When they say they are the best in drills, they really are. I end up with a sore body and a tired mind.

I see Lele at the foot of my bed enjoying his rest at my expense and I can't help but kick him off. Kiddin. I wouldn't do that.

Every minute with you is precious because I do not know when will you need to get off, or when do I have to leave. Given a choice, I would have let go of everything for you. A simple word means a thousand days of relief and joy. Yet a single word can also turn my life upside down. Sometimes I walk in silence and know not what to say. Other times I speak like an insolent little brat. It's hard to behave infront of you, if you have yet to notice. And it's only because I'm so fond of you. Can't you just decide and commit? My heart's on the edge too often. I'm paranoid with the slightest breeze. Shadows wake me up in the middle of the night and I grasp at nothing to hold firm to you. You drift like a feather in the wind. Towards and away, towards and away. No one can predict your course, just like the wildness within you. Yet that is what makes you unique.

I can't live without music.
You're like the lyrics in my song, wrapped in the melody of my youth.
And all my life I hope and hope, that you'll be my only tune.

I can't live without books.
You're the cover of my soul, that which keeps me clean and whole.
And when you turn me over you will see, that you and I can always be.

I can't live without you.
More than the air I breathe, the books I read and the music in my ears.
And if the time of fun comes to an end, I hope above all I still have you.

;sent me to the place I know when I first found you.