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Lets face it.

I'm not rich, hot headed at times, rash and impulsive, gets jealous easily, speaks harshly, sometimes stubborn sometimes lazy, not exactly patient, possess little humility, and I'm not the kind of person who makes a good friend.

I've dreams of going to U, start a business, live a comfortable life with a wife who adores me. Make my millions, live in a custom build house, drive nice cars, travel around the world, die happily, fulfilled and contented.

But what would I achieve at the end of it if it's not my destiny.

There must be a reason for the existence of the desire You've put into my heart. I know I've tried many times and failed. It's terribly embarrassing but to give it up would have been worse. There are times when I wonder why bother, but the conclusion has always been that it's because of you I have a life to live.

You're the only one who truly accepts me for who I am. Changing me in subtle ways, never too pushy or hard. You make me realize my mistakes and learn from
them, not shove them in my face and condemn me.
You do not expect perfection because You know I'm still on my way there. You trusted ne when I couldn't trust myself. You were there whether I knew it or not. I known I've let You down countless times when I insist on going my way, yet you kept being there for me.

I know I can never run away from You.

You're my destiny.