I don't want to hide

I don't have to feel good about it. I don't like to discuss it. I don't want to hide it.

We talk and we talk but have you really guess what I've felt.

To others I can be an open book
to you I've just got to remain closed for now

There's no need for blames and such. Ultimately it's still me who choose this path.

I want you so much.
But you're so far and I don't know your intentions.

Can I really be patient and let it abide?

So many questions I don't have an answer for.
My weakness will cause me to fall.