move on.
that's what I have been trying to do for months.
got my license, trying to get into U, making sure that I get a job after I ORD, those are the immediate plans.
to move on,
even when every part of my mind refuses to let go
when I start feeling screwed over every time I turn around
things I shouldn't have said or do
being replayed over and over in my mind
stupid memories that still lingers.
just a tiny little bit of emptiness to remind me
how part of my life went into a black hole
the life force that drives me being sucked out
day by day the hollowness gnawing at me
chew me up as her claws clung onto my bones
emotions are troublesome
Don once said
I never paid attention
should have given him the credit
Now I'll never forget it
this deep big gap
could hardly contain anyone else
not going to try
not going to be a fool again
it was stupid stupid stupidity
on my part
how to move on?
I need to forget.
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