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Now that you're back, and even if you don't know it, I'm freaking happy. If you know what I mean.

Hehe.

Today was one of the best day of my life this year.

It's been awhile since we've been together. But today at the library, I couldn't have wish for anything better, even if it means missing the world. Nothing in the world will replace you in my heart. Oh, if life was that simple, that you could be in my arms forever. Just like that, no other options, nobody to interupt.

The atmosphere was so comfortable. It feels good, really falling deeper into you.

How I wish it could all just be like that. Maybe you don't know, but I truly like you. It's just that I don't know how to tell you because I don't know how you really feel towards me. Maybe if by chance you see this entry, you'll give me some hints? I hope so.

girl, when you lean your head against my shoulders, I felt the warmness in my heart, never really felt it from anyone before. No, I'm not lying, I think I'm truly helplessly falling. I'd tell you this, that I really missed you when you were gone, not an action was done without me thinking bout you. I really need you. Through the days you weren't here, it felt horrible, something missing in my heart. And when you came back, it all just ain't enough. I want you more than anything now.

I know I may not be the best looker, nor the nicest guy, nor the cleverest one either, but I've got a heart that truly yearns to be with you, to love you. It may seems childish at times, but it's true. I just really hope that you feel the way I feel, and if things does develop, you'll love me the way I do. I will learn from my past mistakes and not repeat it. I will do my best, anything, so that I can be with you. I may not know you now, but I believe I will. I realise I'm only human, but I know I can be in love with you, for as long as we are alive.

Girl, if there ever was a question I ask from my heart, I hope you'll answer it with yours. And even if it's going to hurt, don't worry just tell me. If there's someone better, I'd wish you all the best and pray for your future. But if you really like me, would you be my baby?