I've waited all my life to cross this line

Now there's a line for me to cross, right infront of me. By crossing it, it will lead me to uncertainities, doubts, my greatest fear may just come true. Can I even know who I am? Will I lose myself when I pluck up enough courage to make this move. I don't really know.

All my life, I've held on to a set of values, a set of beliefs. What would I do about them? Can I chuck them aside to be with you? I certainly hope I can.

I want to step out of this shell, I want to be the person I'm destined to be, not hiding behind a mask of happiness. I want to have the true happiness. And where else can I find it but in what I hold dear. I don't know how you feel, that's probably why I haven't made any move.

I'm afraid of the answer. I don't know what you'll say. I'm not prepared. If I truly love you, will you feel it? Or would it just be like any other guys who has an interest in you? I'm definitely not in to play. I have always only wanted to love just one girl, one person to cherish all my life. But would this girl be the one who will feel the same? Or will she think that we are too young to be thinking about all these and that nothing good will probably come out of it. Girl, maybe you feel that it's still young and early to be so committed, but one thing I know that's for sure, nothing last forever in this world. If I don't tell you, I might not have the chance again. I know the possibility of things not going the way it's suppose to be is larger than that of it going smoothly, but I truly want to make things happen, to make things work. I don't want to make the same mistakes again.

Or maybe you probably feel I'm not the one you're looking for. In that case, when I really do ask, I hope you'll tell me honestly. Breaking a heart now is better than breaking two later. It's not something I ever want to see again.

If loving you means taking all the hurt
the pain and disappointment
so that you may be happy to pursue your happiness
I'd do it for you.

Loving you means to make you happy at all times
and even if nothing wonderful happens
I'll still smile cause I know you'll be glad
that you can find the right one
some other time.