The story continues:
During the time she was away, he missed her so much. He longed for her. His days were spent in a daze without her. When she finally came back, she asked him out for her treat which he promised her. He was over the moon when she said that. Furthermore, she even wanted to watch a movie together. He felt as if his dreams finally came true.
The night before, he could not sleep properly, waiting for the time when they will meet. When she finally finished up her activities in school, she gave him a call. He tried to hide his excitement and set up the meeting point. He was so excited he forgot to get her something. She waited for him at the bus stop as she arrived first. They decided to watch a horror movie after a long time.
But there was some time before the movie started. So they went for lunch at a sushi restaurant. He had a good time, looking at the way she eats makes him smile. They ate until it was time to go up to the cinema hall, the seat they choosen was right behind everyone else. As the movie start, she felt scared. She took his arms. He looked at her adorable face, and was afraid to do anything wrong, so he held back a little. As the movie progressed, they got closer. He felt her cold hands, and wanted to embrace her, but chose not to. She ain't his yet. So they held unto each other hands, and each time there was a scary part, she would bury her face in his arms. He felt like he was in paradise. He wanted her so much, needed her even more.
The fairytale ended when the movie end. She became who she is again. They walked out together, and he gave her some dumb excuses just to see her back to her place. They parted at the bus stop. All she did was say bye. He felt a little disappointed, but knew that it was probably just her character.
After that day, she seemed to be ignoring him for certain reasons. He didn't know why, was she busy? did he say or do something wrong? He wanted so much to find out, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't. Maybe she just felt uncomfortable with him. But what exactly is happening. He was afraid he will lose her. All the smses he sent were met by cold replies. He had been throught that before, but never want to again. Yet it came back. Puzzled, he decide to let her be alone. But not a moment passes that he does not think of her. He can only express his emotions in words and songs. And he lets all his frustrations out when biking. Why is this angel doing this to him? She must have her reasons, he thought, and tried not to think anymore. But he couldn't. As days continue passing, he felt even worse, even more unsure about himself.
It's been 2 days and 5 hrs since we last talked on the phone, and the smses sent got only one reply. Probably there are somethings that you want to sort out yourself. But know that I'll still be there waiting, if anything happens, I'll be behind you unless you want me out of your life.
As for myself. I'm missing you so badly already. It's a miracle I got through 4 days the other time. How long will it be this time?
October 15, 2005
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