God

I have let go off all the unhappiness and anger. Well, there was nothing much to expect anyways. It will only bring more hurt to myself.

Some terrible stuff happened today largely due to my ignorance that got Zi Xian into trouble. I will learn from my mistakes and work on it. Must study hard for OOP liaos. Can't afford to fail, then have to buck up in order to pass. BIS, MU and NF are manageable, so shouldn't have a problem, except with overconfidence. Went to play bball during break with Nicholas and Yee Siang. Then it started to rain, so it was kind of ruined, but no problem, in the end we chat quite a bit. Got to know them a bit better. Funny people. =D

Prayer meeting at Expo. Awesome. It is such a huge hall at first, then seeing the place being crowded changed my mind. It's too small for us. Thankfully it will only be temporary. Concert Hall, here we come!
It was announced today that Nixi, Clarissa, Rachel and Xiao Hui will be moving into another CG. Everyone was kind of sad. Knew Nixi for 5 years liao, and she was like the one who spur us on, and contribute to the CG the most besides Meiyi. But if we don't sow in tears by 'giving' them away, we will never reap in joy together with them when disciples are trained up. Same for the rest. Though they are quite new in the CG, they also contribute to the atmosphere and everything the CG is. Thanks to you girls. Now is the time for the brothers to rise up another level. Can't afford to stay where we are, especially since we have lost our best members. God is good, and God is faithful. N160 will grow N160. We will continue to be a team, and cherish the moments our good ex-members shared with us. We'll still be in the same church, Nixi (same school) after all, so activities will still bring us all together. Once again, thanks to everything each and everyone of you have done for N160, we'll never forget it.

Now, I need my heart to be harden to the area of my weakness. Falling in love at the wrong time. Need my emotions to be calibrated. It's not worth it giving my life, my time, my effort, for just one person when I can use it to do the will of God and touch many other lives. I will just hang unto His promise, and know that my reward will be here on earth. Thank God for all the revelations and annointings. But it's time to get all the action started. Prayer meeting tml. 8.30pm.

It's late. Peace unto all.