December 07, 2005

headache

argh. Got a nasty cut on my legs. It was inflicted by an UO (Unidentified Object) underneath the seats of GV Yishun. If you have a choice of cinema halls, I recommend you choose somewhere else. I only went there because its near to my house; yeah, I live in Yishun. The seats are so cramp, getting into my seat was a chore. Anyways, I went to watch Saw 2 alone. Yeah, that sadistic movie I love so much. Gorefest. Plus the fact that I absolutely love the first one. It is definitely my horror/thriller/action/wadeva-else-you-wana-think movie of the year. Kudos to the directors and actors, all whom I'm certain possess a degree of psychoticness in their brains to be able to come up with such a brilliant production. Now, if only I could be the one doing all the ... Ok, let's not get into it. I like the idea of Saw, (happening to others) original and creative unlike some 'horror' shows, more like comedy, from Japan and Korea. Not to explicitly say that they can't come up with good horror comedies(did I just type c-o-m-e-d-i-e-s?) with good plots. Specifically Ju-On, my all-time favorite laughfest. Their ideas are just getting too stale, and somehow everything ends up predictable. You probably spent more time looking at the time than at the show itself. Right? Yeah, for those nodding your heads in agreement, you probably are to scared to look at the screen(gotcha!), admit it cowards! Wakaka. Ok. People, please go to the movies to watch Saw 2. The must-catch movie of the year. Take note it's NC-16 but it hardly matters I guess. Woohoo.

Alright, I was such a fool to wait 3.5 hours after school thinking that I could help someone. After spending all the time in the library, I decide to walk over to the e-garage, and detesting that place (kind of), I choose to stay out in the study table outside. So there I was sitting like some dumb donkey in the hot swelting heat, reading Dangerous Places, and developing a headache that last till now. Waited for half an hour while that person sat in the relative comfort of the air-conditioned room. After half an hour of baking, an sms came and it simply said '--'. Fine, so I sat like a fool for half an hour, trying to be patient, and all you could do was sms me when you can at least walk that few metres outside of your precious E-garage and tell me that, you got lazy and decide not to do your work. Would I kill you for it? Can be more responsible? I have limited patience. If you are lazy, then I'm crazy. Why can't you just take that few steps outside to tell me instead of a inpersonal sms? Yes, I'm angry, I'm frustrated. For what? I choose to wait. I choose to want to help. I choose to walk all the way back to the block. And I choose to wait 35 freaking minutes. YEAH, I'm DUMB k. I hope so much for what! Not as if anything is going to happen. I keep telling myself there must be some reasons, but the fact is, you can't even come out to apologise or explain. You had to use a SMS, not even a CALL! Fine. Fine. I had it. I will just go somewhere else and chill. My blood boils. If you treat a friend like that, well, I think I can only be friend for awhile. No matter what I felt towards you, there will always be a limit. Grrh. Thinking about it makes me so pissed. Fine. Let it be. I don't want to be the fool again. It happens everytime. Why should I always end up helping and mistreated? I got nothing better to do is it?

My headache and my heartache is snuffing the life out of me. I'm Angry.

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