Sun-Rocker

Im having some sun maid raisins now.. mmm, they taste so good. wooh...

Read some interesting writeups and pictures of North Korea, courtesy of Timothy's blog. Quite cool. The beaches are so nice. But sadly, the people are deprived of what every man lacks. Sooner or later, someone there is going to realise it and bring about a chance to their country.

Read many POS friend's blogs today. I like their style of writing. Witty and entertaining, compared to many others, which are made up of fumble-mumble words only they can understand. Haha. Thank God, He blessed everyone involved in POS whether they knew it or not. They grew more spiritual, prosperous in different areas, and they have taken on new responsibilities. Amazing. God is faithful.

This is officially the 2nd week of my break. It will be time to go back with fresher anointing and revelation after this week. Suprisingly, the break didn't seem like a break to me, but I realise that I learnt a lot of things that I would have never learn if not for this period of time that I can spent with God more.

I know CG is not doing well now, and I know my role to stir the people up. I got to know what I have to do. We need God's grace and mercy like never before. Many people wants God to increase, and themselves to decrease, but are they allowing it. We must walk the talk and not just say things just so that we can hear ourselves speak something inspiring for once.

Things are not rosy for me, but I remembered I once told God, that different people will lead different lives, some will be more well off than others, some happier than others, but if there comes to a point where one has to suffer for Him, I prayed that He take me and use me to suffer for Him just like He used Paul. I will trust God no matter what the outcome, the valley He is taking me through is molding me, teaching me, building me up to be a man of faith and integrity, to be a man of God after His very own heart. I'm very grateful for this opportunity to learn and walk with Him.

In each and everyone of us is planted the seed of highest quality, God's very own. Some will grow to become mighty cedars, some fruitful fig trees, some tiny mimosas, but each has its own purpose in the Kingdom of God. When the time comes, the fruits you bear will be your legacy you leave to the future. Trust God for He makes all things perfect in His time.

there were times when i wondered
When would things work out
there were times when I feared
a future full of doubts ahead

and sometimes i asked myself
why do I trust You so much
why did I have to lean upon You

then I knew

You were always there
from beginning till the end
You saw my life
and touched every part of it

I know You're here with me in my heart
looking at the ways I'm living
going through it all with me
the fears and the doubts
the threats and the pain
You went through it all with me
You are amazing

Your grace
overwhelms me
Your mercy
overflowths
Your words
restores my soul
and now I'm whole

because of Your love.