Realisation

So many questions left unaswered
touchy subjects out of question
my mind's spinning
and my thoughts are running
I'm going crazy

Puzzles and mysteries
surrounds my body
immersing me in pain
and when I saw you
my ache gets worser

It's time like this
I wish I was at the beach
Staring at the sea

When I look up at the stars
I see them raining on me
When I look up at the stars
I feel so empty
cuz you left my world

When I look up at the stars
Light dawn upon me
When I look up at the stars
I remembered our story
and it makes me feel.... alive

some times it's hard to let go
it never is easy
but then our story
should have an ending
why shouldn't it be happy?


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I just realised that I am still deeply affected by my first love story. I haven't really gotten through it though I told myself I did. Maybe that's why I'm stumbling through life some times, feeling so empty. But now it's time to let it all end, because she has found her love.