iyos

Went to cycle just now.
Wasn't feeling really good, so I smsed you. Though it will be a long time before you reply. but I was suprised when you replied quite quickly, so I thought you may even call me, which you did. I was happy because of it.

Talking like a dumbass now, but I feel like one too.

So it was a long and wonderful chat.
But somehow I feel like something's wrong. Am I bothering you? If I am, please tell me, so I can back off you know. I don't like to make people hate me because I got too close.

I will still want this friendship no matter what you say, that's why I still haven't asked you anything, cause I'm afraid that if I do, we might never talk again. Yes, I can be bold and ask, but will it hurt our friendship. I hope I will not rush into things, thinking that everything is going accordingly, that you will like me just like that. Seriously, I don't know how you feel. Do you really so love your current freedom? Or do you like another guy already? I don't want everything to end in a mess and affect anyone of our lives.

Alrights. That's all I think I can write out for now. Going to sleep.